Reassurance

God is Just SO Great!!!

Went for YA Area Meeting at Soteria Cafe(SGH Alumni House)...I was really ministered at the end of the session.

As blogged on the previous post~ I was really discourage about not being able to sing out loud~I keep asking God to close the doors of opportunities if He really doesnt want me to serve him in the worship team. I needed reassurance again...STRONGER and CLEARER assurance...

I didnt expect it...After Eph prayed for me...Carol came to me and prayed for me too...b4 she prayed, she told me that she was really prompted to pray for me and she was just waiting for me to step out for people to pray for. She encouraged me about singing and worshipping, she prayed for me that I will be able to sing LOUDLY and that something in me will just change. There will be BREAKTHROUGH! I really felt that God was trying to reassure me that "YES! This is the area that I want you to build up and serve!"

I had always wanted to talk to Carol on msn and ask her about worship as everyone told me that in the past she sang really soft too. But I never had a chance to talk to her. I really wanted to talk to her so much. And NOW~I didnt even approach her...BUT she CAME to me...

I was so curious whether she knew anything beforehand (probably she read my blog?!?!or she heard from someone else?!?!) Obviously she knew that I can sing out loud but I doubt she knew what happened on Sunday vocal class and what I was struggling with this week. And I was RIGHT~ She was plainly prompted to talk to me and pray for me....this is AMAZING~

I wanted to give up singing so many times but I was reassured during seminars or by God when I was praying~But I wasnt reassured by anyone so personally b4. And God sent someone who I wanted to talk to SO SO SO MUCH to reassure me~ How can I not deny?!?!

Carol offered to help me...she shared with me about worship~ the main thing about worshipping...THANK GOD~ I need that~
I was really inspired...to PRAISE GOD and WORSHIP~

After talking with Carol and getting a BIG TIGHT HUG from her, I really want to bursted out " I LOVE YOU, GOD!!!"*grinz

I'm POWER UP again~ more determine to work on it AGAIN~

I want to have a REAL HEART OF WORSHIP~!