This season of life is abit lost~ Trying to get back on track and etc. Things were actually going on quite smoothly but at times I still feel unsettled especially emotionally. I wonder why...

This is the season that I miss my young Christian life. Start to realise that I'm growing in my Christian walk...but I'm missing my childlike faith and the super "on" passion to know God better. I need breakthrough!!!

In the midst of the busyness...with school...with serving God - projection...in the band... I wana to have breakthrough again.

I want to be Hui Xian with new identity...knowing my new identity and position in Christ. I wana to mature...

There are so many things that urgently need to be settled and are much more important than that issue. Wonder whether I'm just tired about it or what. I dont feel that it such an issue anymore.


Looking through the Chiangmai photos yesterday night. I just missed the trip. That we are able to do God's work freely without having any burden from the world. I miss the things we, the YA, did together over there. Chiangmai...Chiangmai...