It's a long and tiring day...especially I feel that I'm falling sick...

The day started to be a moody one...especially due to the rainy day.

I got my bottom drenched while walking from Serangoo MRT to the Music Studio. Waited for about one and a half hour before the band prac started. I was the only vocalist there today!!! I knew it since the beginning of the week and I was prepared. However, I still felt something was missing and I cant lead in the way I want. The confidence that I tell myself to have, I didnt manage to get it especially when we just started practising.

I made a few booboo throughout the practice. Felt quite bad about it...I even wanted to stop a while so tt I can get out of the room to pray before I resume the practice. Haiz..but i didnt.

Every BIG booboo I made, I just kept praying in my heart that God will just calm me down and that I can do all things through Him. I will be confidence cause of Him.

Think I went in with a lie in me that I cant lead well..so indeed I didnt. Think I need more practice too. I'm too use of Patricia leading the team.

I was super cold in the studio like never before. I felt my voice tremble, I felt that I'm cold till I have difficulty reaching the right note. I was shivering!!! My nose was numb...I felt my lips turn purple...my hands were frozed...nails purple...-.-Phew~though I was already wearing a jacket. Eugene offered me his blazer. Oh my goodness~It was extremely over-sized. Even though I dont have a mirror, I bet I looks super ugly with that over-sized blazer. haha~okok but I was thankful that I was offered a blazer.

All in all, wasnt satisfied with myself for this band prac.

Ok..but the outing with brighton YA pple still cheered me up. Tired day...and feel sick...