一些愚蠢的想法

die la...I wonder whether I'm exploding...O_O...

Hey I think I desire to seek attention...but I know I can't and I don't know how to...it's wrong to seek too much attention you know...but seriously...sometimes i think I really need it.... I think this sem is horrible...changing of CG...new sem in sch. I really love my CG, but to me something had changed.

This is what happened when u are able to have self-discipline and wake up on time...to be able to cope things urself...to know what is the right thing to be done. I'm taking care of myself because I know that I have to and not because I want to.

Sometimes, I cant be bothered to tell anyone anything...cos everybody is just to busy during the week..including me...and when weekends come... I dont have the urge or cant be bother to tell anybody liao, if not it's jus too personal. Everybody is busy and I dun wana disturb them. i will feel that i'm a nuisance if i do.

有时我真的很想要人家疼我。。。可是好像以前疼我的人，现在都不疼我了。。。咳。。。好愚蠢的想法，可是我还是会那么想.

if someone who doesnt really bother about me, just because there's nobody he/she can care for at that time, come and bother about me. And now he/she had found someone he/she wants to care for, no longer bother about me. i will rather that he/she in the 1st place don't even bother about me...haha sound complicated??? I'm seriously irritated.

嗨呀。。。dunno lar。。。这都是一些愚蠢的想法。

anyway, i think i'm the sort of person who can have countless of friends but dun really know how to make close friends. (This is really from my observation) I admit that I'm a boring person =Phaha