New season

Thank God for Shirley.
Never regret to talk to her and consult her again.
Yesterday caught up with her abit while both of us were getting our lunch after Sunday Service. And she treated me lunch. *smilz

After talking to her, I just feel "comforted"? Less stress...less pressurised...less suffering from self-guilt and tends not to be too hard on myself.
At least I felt I was normal...My human nature and feelings are not shameful to myself...Less of voices in mind that goes "Yucks~ How can you be like this?"

Surprisingly while not blaming myself from my human's thoughts and feelings, I still manage to handle things well. Having clear mind, clear direction, less confused. Happier I will say. Learning to be sensitive but not over sensitive. Learning to be in touch of my emotions but not overwhelm or defeated by them.

Though, at times there are still things in my mind that I am "battling" with, I'm still staying strong. haha~ perserve and believe that God will mould me through all these.


A WHOLE NEW SEASON...